Nervous/Excited

I have all sorts of emotions churning inside of me right now. In less than 24 hours I am going to be a mother. My stomach is in knots right now about this. I am so nervous and worried about how he is going to react to us tomorrow. I know he is going to be so scared of these strange people taking him. (Well...Ron is stranger than me...ha ha) He'll be scared of leaving everything that he is familiar and used to in his life. It will absolutely kill me seeing him so sad and frightened. I hope he will be able to sense and understand just how very much we love him. Tomorrow will be the most wonderful day of our life as a family. I just have to learn to let Jensen grieve for his former life. It's all going to change all so quickly for such a little boy. It will be a hard adjustment for him.